Indescribable Yearning

I'm incredably sad, honestly.
I have been with Mercedes for four months now.
We haven't been able to spend one aniversary together.

This is how miserable my life is. I see other people with the ones whom they love dearly and I just want to run up and smack both of them and say that one of them is cheating on the other just so they would break up what they had that they called "love".

I wish i could just wake up one day and she would be there laying right next to me with those big hazel eyes and beautiful smile. I miss her so much, i love her so much.

God please just fucking kill me now!